Horrible

Horrible, that’s all I have to say about today. Im tired of being the cause of things when in all reality I just want respect, reassurance and to feel understood. I woke up okay today things went bad the start of first period. Like I can’t ever go a day without arguing that makes me upset, why can’t I have one happy day !! I left around one because mentally I couldn’t do it, I’m ready for a good change in my life. Im done holding myself back and standing in my own way. Today is the last day of the old me, from now on I will choose and put me and my happiness first. 

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